I Am So Tired. . .
I am tired of crying for my child.
I am tired of being depressed.
I am tired of longing for my child.
I am tired of not being happy.
I am tired of telling people
that my daughter/son is dead.
I am tired of my daughter/son being dead.
I am tired of not being able
to remember what joy
feels like.
I am tired of being angry.
I am tired of feeling guilty.
I am tired of missing my daughter/son.
I am tired of being told that
it is a blessing to
have an angel in heaven.
I am tired of being misunderstood.
I am tired of having to explain myself
when I am depressed.
Again, I am tired of being depressed.
I am so tired of death.
I am tired of grieving.
I am tired of grief.
I am tired of asking why.
I am tired of not getting an answer.
I am tired of having to learn to
live without my daughter/son.
I am tired of being indirectly
told to "get over it".
I am tired of re-living the night/day of my daughter's/son's death over and over,
complete with tears and emotional upheaval.
I am so tired of not being able to
remember...
every moment of her/his life.
I am tired of being tired.
Author Unknown
